sun always sets eventually.

last thoughts before i evict you out my mind;


this is how i'll remember us.

when life gives you lemons..

5&ADime Presents BROTHER NATURE;
a hip hop duo that consist of Bam Circa '86 and Real J. Wallace.



download the Fresh Squeezed Lemonade Mixtape. << there.. right there.

i'm on this mixtape suuuper tough.
so much head nodding, it's seriousss.

YOU! .. yehh you.
go here and listen to
"Afternoon/Light Up My Life"

♥ - break = ?

music and sneakers.

"Whiplash" by PAC DIV:



got me a little crush♥; MarzLoveJoy:




(dropped today)
you can bet they'll be mynez.

Delfino:

we've only spoken once, but you smiled at me everytime i came in.

i don't know anything about you except for where you worked
and that you would ask about me every once in a while.

i always heard good things about you..
and i know that you got closer with xoe these past few months.
it really broke my heart to hear her crying when she called me tonight.

i don't know why this happened.
but i honestly hope that you're at peace now.

R.I.P. Delfino.

♥

mundane.

is it possible to be productive and not know wtf you're doing to be productive?
i'm getting things done but i don't feel like i'm doing anything.


it's coming too naturally.




someone inspire me, please.

special ingredients.

set the mood;








♥♥♥

GOOD MOOD!

man, shut the FUCK up.

hahhaa. now that's out of the way..
this was my sky on the way to LAX on thursday;

Pp-Ee-Rr-Ff-Ee-Cc-Tt-Ii-Oo-Nn
waiting for me.


my oakland baby.
(she's prettier in person)


came home to some packages i had ordered fo' projects.
chuuuuchhhh.

a day away.

OAKLAND!
OAKLAND!
OAKLAND!


miss you, can't wait to kiss you.

sequential thinking.

i just had a dream that i had a tear running up my cheek, back into my eye.

think think think.
maybe my subconcious is trying to tell me that everything will fall together.
i love my brain, we're getting married.
no. seriously.
marriage is a stupid concept.
weddings are kind of cute, i guess.
but that contract isn't worth the ONE day of celebration.
ppl weren't meant to be with one person their whole life.
it's just not human nature.
i guess that makes me a freak of nature.
ppl don't want a good thing, they want another good thing.
then recycle that concept.
forever.
#1. you get a good thing.
#2. fuck that good thing over.
#3. the goodness dies.
#4. you want it back.. but.
then what?
then they take what they've learned and use it to become better.
with someone else.
now that's somebody else's someone.
wtf. i'm tired of being a "life stepping stool".
why can't ppl just know these things on their own?
how did i get on this subject anyway?
oh yeah. that twacked ass dream.
maybe it was telling me something good is about to happen.
maybe.. it was just a dream, carmela.
you make too many posts on your blog.





i want a grilled cheese sammich.

HAHAHAHA!

me and xoe finally watched the "2 grls, 1 cup" video.
kflaskajkafhksdj!!
ughh!!


but that's not why i'm posting.



xoe was kneeling on the ground, SLIGHTLY bent over,
leaning on the desk next to me.. and cheetos..

used her ass as a trampoline to get to my lap.



it kind'a went down like this.



bahaha. that's it.

Science VS. God VS. Wu-Tang.

♥

to something from nothing.

probably thee most played out song on my ipod.

stuck on repeat.

it's funny, right?

00:45


c'mon, grl. let's laugh about it.

H2.

(look at that detail).
KILLED IT!



this is when we took over the car shop next door.

.. but that's another story. haha.

H1.

keep in mind that i was still a little drunk from the night before.
didn't get home/sleep until 8AM and then had to wake up at 11AM.

luckily for my OCD, i already had everything stacked up on my
couch and ready. just slapped on some face and i was set.


(getting ready at home is for square bears.
trill bitches get fly in public restrooms. chuuuuchh.)


still waiting on charles for the night's pictures.
hold please.