oops.

shit.

i think i just opened one of my xmas presents. :/
and i can't find the duct tape to cover the evidence.
.. doesn't matter, ms. nicki follows my blog. hahaha.

i'm sorry!

i thought it was my Doodle Addict T-SHIRT!

hopefully it was just a "got-it-fo'-miss-mela-cuz-she-be mackin'-present".


either way, i love it. <33 verr' much. and you.

SP-LAT!

watched these and..






got "THE URGE".

[the only paint i could get my hands on].

RIGHT vs. LEFT; creativity test.

Left Brain - Right Brain
46% - - - - - 54%

You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist.


Your complete evaluation follows below:
Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining
the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:

Your Left Brain Percentages
47% Reality-based (Your most dominant characteristic)
44% Sequential
22% Linear
21% Logical
17% Symbolic
7% Verbal (Your least dominant characteristic)

Your Right Brain Percentages
48% Fantasy-oriented (Your most dominant characteristic)
37% Concrete
36% Holistic
29% Intuitive
28% Random
0% Nonverbal (Your least dominant characteristic)

pretty accurate. :) take the test fo' yourself.

waves of commotion.

feeling productive today but i can't figure out
what/where i want to focus all that energy.

random thoughts;
salvador dali. <33
monsters.
i'm hungry.
re-paint my room.
trix cereal.
summer doesn't end in california until february.
why i can't stick to doing one thing at a time?
this is exactly how i feel.
video games.
where's my sega genesis?
i could be eating right now.
this is how >> you << make me feel.





:)

last 2 days went a little something like..

wanna cookie?

'bout to get lost for a while.

sometimes people just aren't who you thought they were.. and in the worst possible ways.

i can't keep hiding from the world, but i need to do myself a solid and REfuckingLAX.
i don't want to depend on anyone for my own happiness.
to keep giving people that kind of credit would just mean that i haven't learned anything from my mistakes.
i say "my mistakes" because my intuition sees right through the nonsense,
but something in me wants to believe in people so badly.. so i usually ignore my gut feelings.



shame on you, carmela.