'bout to get lost for a while.

sometimes people just aren't who you thought they were.. and in the worst possible ways.

i can't keep hiding from the world, but i need to do myself a solid and REfuckingLAX.
i don't want to depend on anyone for my own happiness.
to keep giving people that kind of credit would just mean that i haven't learned anything from my mistakes.
i say "my mistakes" because my intuition sees right through the nonsense,
but something in me wants to believe in people so badly.. so i usually ignore my gut feelings.



shame on you, carmela.