sequential thinking.

i just had a dream that i had a tear running up my cheek, back into my eye.

think think think.
maybe my subconcious is trying to tell me that everything will fall together.
i love my brain, we're getting married.
no. seriously.
marriage is a stupid concept.
weddings are kind of cute, i guess.
but that contract isn't worth the ONE day of celebration.
ppl weren't meant to be with one person their whole life.
it's just not human nature.
i guess that makes me a freak of nature.
ppl don't want a good thing, they want another good thing.
then recycle that concept.
forever.
#1. you get a good thing.
#2. fuck that good thing over.
#3. the goodness dies.
#4. you want it back.. but.
then what?
then they take what they've learned and use it to become better.
with someone else.
now that's somebody else's someone.
wtf. i'm tired of being a "life stepping stool".
why can't ppl just know these things on their own?
how did i get on this subject anyway?
oh yeah. that twacked ass dream.
maybe it was telling me something good is about to happen.
maybe.. it was just a dream, carmela.
you make too many posts on your blog.





i want a grilled cheese sammich.